Erotic Devotion
for
Leaders & Lovers
The erotic didn’t give af if what I wanted was good, cool with everyone else or fit into my calendar. But I devoted myself to following this pulsing intelligence until I crossed that transgressive line out of my small, righteous box to become fully alive.
WHAT TOOK ME TO THE OTHER SIDE WASN’T SELF-IMPROVEMENT; IT WAS erotic devotion.
It turns out I was trying to study, willpower, earn and deserve my way to what I wanted. And that doesn’t work.
I still wasn’t living the life I knew I was made for.
I wanted to have good sex, feel close to G-D, make work that matters, and be in a committed partnership.
I tried everything — certifications, therapy, working harder, dating better, shadow work, and resting more.
But nothing helped.
A lifetime of high performance, doing the “right” thing, working really hard, wanting it the most — all I had to show for the years of self-sacrifice was a string of heartbreaks, failed dreams, and an empty bank account.
I WAS THE goodest, bestest GIRL.
CROSSING THAT LINE MEANT CHOOSING MY desire AND WHERE IT WAS LEADING ME —EVEN WHEN IT MADE ME LOOK BAD, EVEN WHEN I WAS misunderstood OR THE VILLAIN IN SOMEONE ELSE’S STORY. IT LED ME WILDLY TOWARDS A wholeness AND FREEDOM I NEVER COULD HAVE DREAMED OF: TO MY SOUL MATE HUSBAND, MY TRUE WORK, MY HOUSE, AND BACK TO LOVE ITSELF.
ALWAYS TOWARDS healing. ALWAYS TOWARDS freedom.
THIS WORK LEADS YOU ACROSS YOUR OWN thresholds WHERE MORE PLEASURE, POWER, INTIMACY AND IMPACT AWAIT.
EROTIC HEALER, TEACHER, AND Ceremonialist.
In these spaces, your abandoned desires come forward — to heal you into the person who can hold the life and love you know you were meant to have.
The wellness world doesn’t have a category for what I do, because what I do refuses division: somatic, spiritual, and erotic — all three, all the time.
For the past 20 years, I’ve guided people through life’s inevitable initiations with ferocity, intimacy, truth, and beauty. I hold initiatory space — deeply contained, fiercely led — with a synthesis of somatic awareness, mystical lineage, sacred sexuality, and death work.
Allerdice
i'm Grace
You can’t do it wrong.
You’re not broken. You’re not doing it wrong. Goddess has not abandoned you. Your pleasure isn’t somewhere else. Your permission slip isn’t in someone else’s hands. Your power isn’t arriving in the mail.
You’ve probably already been there. The books, the courses, the retreats. And something still isn’t moving.
THIS WORK TRANSGRESSES THE self-help SECTION.
SEE HOW TO WORK together:
Deeply personalized to your initiation and who it’s asking you to become. Release shame, heal your relationships, and let what is dying fall away. You will come out the other side more you than you’ve ever been.
A 7-month private container for you at a threshold — a turn-the-page, can’t-go-on-like-this moment.
Initiate
Sarah M.
“I felt like I was on the precipice of a big change or a new chapter. I didn’t know what was going on within me or how to step into it. I felt anxious about the uncertainty and creatively blocked as I’ve tried to navigate the change happening in my life. With this work, my nervous system was able to deeply relax, and I felt hope and inspiration rising. I can see my relational patterns so much more clearly, and I trust myself more to make my own decisions without worrying so much about whether or not I’m ‘ruining’ it.”
“I’ve felt so deeply connected to myself and affirmed in my own inner knowing and creativity.”
Brittany W.
“It has blown me wide open, healing huge cracks in religious trauma I’ve been carrying and bringing big shifts in personal power and identity… It completely changed my brain chemistry.”
Allie R.
“I came to grace specifically to work on some messy money stuff. I was desperate for cash, hopeless, guilt-ridden and trying to hurry up and make money. grace gave me a non-judgmental, deep, reverent and irreverent place to bare all. I was able to share and let go of shame and shadow I never tell other people. My relationship to experiencing joy and pleasure changed. I untangled from a suffering need to earn and prove. It feels so do-able, easy and joyful. I have a whole new relationship with life.”
“After each session, things in my life would change — not just around money but also my relationship with my husband.”
Lisa S.
“The experience was so potent… felt like such a remembering. I felt so relaxed and peaceful afterwards. I now have the ability and permission to relate to the world in a way that’s more juicy, exciting, fun and turned on.”
What they said after they came…
Receive transmissions, teachings and invites we don’t share anywhere else. For leaders and lovers who are done proving their worth, justifying your wants, pretending in your relationships. and holding it all. If you’re ready to enjoy your life — and who it is asking you to become — we show you how.
Eros, devotion, power & pleasure.
Turn on. Power up.
This is your invitation…
- To stop shrinking in the rooms you were made to lead.
- To more clarity on what you actually want — and the confidence to receive it.
- To come back to your creative passions — or discover them for the first time.
- To feel more turned on, more wanted, and have hotter sex with your partner.
- To more intimate, satisfied relationships.
- To feel like your day-to-day is more doable and joyful.
- To wake up and actually want the day that’s in front of you.
MA is for you if you’re hungry to bring all of who you are — your power, your pleasure, your devotion — into your whole, turned-on life.
Monthly workshops, ceremony, mentorship, and community — somatic, spiritual, and erotic, all three, every time. If the hacks and yoni eggs aren’t cutting it, enter a living practice you inhabit, not a course you complete.
MA IS WHERE THAT GETS FED, embodied, AND ACTIVATED.
INITIATE is for you
Private, devoted and personalized entirely around your threshold. A ferry to the other side — where who you were always meant to be is waiting.
INITIATE is for you.
Private, devoted and personalized entirely around your threshold. A ferry to the other side — where who you were always meant to be is waiting.
If you’re frustrated from pounding your head against the same pattern with money…
If you’re moving through a big life change — grief, marriage, divorce, parenthood, job loss, dark night of the soul…
If you’re convinced your relationship is stuck solely because of your partner…
If you want more passion, ease, and joy in your everyday life…
If your insecurity is keeping you from stepping into leadership or making the moves your destiny needs…
If you crave skillful containment and insight to support you…