dissolve to surrender

If what you are building…

If the destiny you are creating does not
encourage, generate
enliven your own life force-
your own prosperity -

it will self-destruct
(or you) will self-destruct.

This is to your own benefit
and it is a testament to your own
life force + your soul’s need
to thrive.
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G O D
e p e
n e s
e r t
r a r
a t o
t o y
o r e
r r

The energy of creation, maintenance + dissolution
The Primary Container of all three.
To be in our G O Dness, we must also contain, execute, experience all three.
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who we are is not fated. it is a
collaborative
experimental
creative process.
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We are uncomfortable with the destruction/dissolution part of the (G -O-D) cycle. We don’t like the sound of the crash of failure.

And I would argue that creativity + self-creation includes and even requires failure.

If we’re not failing at anything or haven’t failed recently - if nothing is ever dissolving - we are probably not active in a creative cycle or process.

And failure is separate from your worth + your identity. To be clear, if you feel like you are a failure, or “fail at everything all the time”, this is also not creative. This is also not self-generating. This is lack of self-worth and lack of self-alignment.
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The hope is that our practice(s) feed us the strength, awareness + grace to not only experience the cycles but to also be agents of them.

To enable us to be awake enough, brave enough, to know where we are in the cycle - generative when we need to be, called upon maintenance when we need to, to destroy when we need to.
To be agents instead of fated martyrs or victims.
To be wise enough, soft enough to distinguish the whispers of what the cycles are telling us, to know where we are currently living inside of them.

Each part of our life is probably in a different phase of this timeless rhythm.
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When it’s time to surrender to the phase of dissolution, it is the song of your life force insisting on itself - your soul’s uncompromising desire for life.

If (when) you are jealous when others are doing what lights them up -
it is your own spark asking for your attention / tending (which is your prayer)
saying

“bring me with you”
”create more paradise for me.”
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+ remember that everyone else is in the middle of their own cycle and experience
in the process of experiencing or creating their own destiny

+ our choices affect others
like ripples

but we are neither responsible for nor dependent on
where they are placed
their response to being affected

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at the end of our life -
your soul will hold you accountable to yourself + ask

”how did you make life for me?”
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